And the clouds are weeping
Did I, hear someone tell a lie?
Did I, hear someone's distant cry?
I spoke like a child
You destroyed me with a smile
While I was sleeping
G
A
I'm sick of love
G
A
Em
That I'm in the thick of it
G
A
This kind of love
G
A
Em
I'm so sick of it
I see, I see lovers in the meadow
I see, I see silhouettes in the window
I watch them 'til they're gone
And they leave me hangin' on
To a shadow
I'm sick of love
I hear the clock tick
This kind of love
I'm lovesick
Sometimes, the silence can be like thunder
Sometimes, I wanna take to the road and plunder
Could you ever be true?
I think of you
And I wonder
I'm sick of love
I wish I'd never met you
I'm sick of love
I'm tryin' to forget you
Em
D
Just don't know what to do
C
B
Em
I'd give anything to be with you
Additional 4th verse from Version 1 (Fragments):
Below me, desolation in every direction
Below me, nothing's making any connection
I'm driving, steadily struggling, striving
For perfection
Alternative lines from Version 2 (Fragments):
My feet are so tired
My brain is so wired
And the air is hazy
I spoke like a child
You destroyed me with a smile
And I made it so easy
Alternative lines from live performances:
Sometimes, the silence can be like thunder
Sometimes, I feel like I'm being plowed under
Gonna walk down that dirt road 'til someone lets me ride
A
E
Gonna walk down that dirt road 'til someone lets me ride
B
E
If I can't find my baby, I'm gonna run away and hide
Well, I been pacing round the room, hoping maybe she come back
Pacing round the room, hoping maybe she come back
Well, I been praying for salvation, laying round in a one-room country shack
Gonna walk down that dirt road, until my eyes begin to bleed
Gonna walk down that dirt road, until my eyes begin to bleed
'Til there's nothing left to see, 'til the chains have been shattered and I been freed
But I'm looking at my shadow, I been watching the clouds up above
Looking at my shadow, watching the clouds up above
Rolling through the rain and hail, looking for the sunny side of love
Gonna walk down that dirt road 'til everything becomes the same
Gonna walk down that dirt road 'til everything becomes the same
I keep on walking 'til I hear her holler out my name
A
Gonna walk on down that dirt road 'til someone lets me ride
D
A
Gonna walk down that dirt road 'til someone lets me ride
E
A
If I can't find my baby, I'm gonna run away and hide
I been pacing round the room, hoping maybe she come back
Pacing round the room, hoping maybe she come back
Praying for salvation, hanging round in a one-room country shack
Gonna walk down that dirt road, until my eyes begin to bleed
Gonna walk down that dirt road, until my eyes begin to bleed
'Til there's nothing left to see, 'til the chains have been shattered and I been freed
Well, I've seen the lights of Broadway, and I've been on Sunset and Vine
Seen the lights of Broadway, and I've stood around on Sunset and Vine
Well, I ain't been breaking your heart, you can stay away from mine
I'm gonna walk on down that dirt road 'til I'm right beside the sun
Walk down that dirt road until I'm right beside the sun
Gonna put up a barrier to keep myself away from everyone
Instrumental verse
Gonna walk down that dirt road until everything becomes the same
Walk down that dirt road 'til everything becomes the same
I'm gonna keep on walking 'til I hear her holler out my name
Don't know if I saw you if I would kiss you or kill you
C
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Am
C/g
It probably wouldn't matter to you anyhow
F
C
G
D
You left me standing in the doorway cryin'
F
C
I got nothin' to go back to now
The light in this place is so bad
Makin' me sick in the head
All the laughter is just makin' me sad
The stars have turned cherry red
I'm strummin' on my gay guitar
Smokin' a cheap cigar
The ghost of our old love has not gone away
Don't look it like it will anytime soon
You left me standin' in the doorway cryin'
Under the midnight moon
Maybe they'll get me and maybe they won't
But not tonight and it won't be here
There are things I could say, but I don't
I know the mercy of God must be near
I been ridin' a midnight train
Got ice water in my veins
I would be crazy if I took you back
It would go up against every rule
You left me standin' in the doorway cryin'
Sufferin' like a fool
When the last rays of daylight go down
Buddy you'll roll no more
I can hear the church bells ringin' in the yard
I wonder who they're ringin' for
I know I can't win
But my heart just won't give in
Last night I danced with a stranger
But she just reminded me you were the one
You left me standin' in the doorway cryin'
In the dark land of the sun
I eat when I'm hungry drink when I'm dry
And live my life on the square
And even if the flesh falls off of my face
I know someone will be there to care
It always means so much
Even the softest touch
I see nothing to be gained by any explanation
There's no words that need to be said
You left me standin' in the doorway cryin'
Blues wrapped around my head
I'm walkin' through the summer nights
The jukebox playing low
Yesterday everything was goin' too fast
Today it's movin' too slow
Too many silver spoons
Too much salt in my wounds
I don't know if I saw you if I would kiss you or kill you
It probably wouldn't make no difference to you anyhow
You left me standing in the doorway cryin'
Nothin' to go back to now
The light in this place is really bad
Makin' me sick in the head
All the laughter is just gettin' me sad
Even the stars have turned cherry red
I'm strummin' on this gay guitar
Well, I'm smokin' a cheap cigar
The ghost of our old love has not gone away
It don't look it like it will anytime soon
You left me standin' in the doorway cryin'
Under the midnight moon
Well, maybe they'll get me and maybe they won't
But not tonight and it won't be here
I know this horse that I'm riding on could throw me, but it don't
The mercy of God must be near
It always means so much
Even the softest touch
I'd be crazy if I took you back again
It would go up against every rule
You left me standin' in the doorway cryin'
And sufferin' like a fool
When the last rays of daylight go down
Buddy you'll roll no more
I can hear them silent bells in my head
But I wonder who they're ringin' for
Don't pass me by
Give me liberty or let me die
Last night I was dancin' with a stranger
But she just reminded me you were the one
You left me standin' in the doorway cryin'
In the dark land of the sun
I eat when I'm hungry and I'll drink when I'm dry
And I'll live my life on the square
And even if the flesh falls off of my face
I know someone will be there to care
I've been riding on that midnight train
Got ice water in my veins
I see nothing to be gained by any explanation
There's no words that need to be said
Well, you left me standin' in the doorway cryin'
With the blues wrapped around my head
You took a part of me that I really miss
I keep asking myself how long it can go on like this
A7
Em
You told yourself a lie, that's alright mama I told myself one too
B7
A7
Em
I try to get closer but I'm still a million miles from you
You took the silver, you took the gold
You left me standing out in the cold
People asked about you, I didn't tell them everything I knew
Well I try to get closer but I'm still a million miles from you
I'm driftin' in and out of dreamless sleep
Somehow my memory's in a ditch so deep
Did so many things I never did intend to do
And I try to get closer but I'm still a million miles from you
I need your love so bad, turn your lamp down low
I need every bit of it for the places that I go
Sometimes I wonder, tell us just what it's all coming to
Well I try to get closer but I'm still a million miles from you
Instrumental verse
Well I don't dare close my eyes and I don't dare wink
Maybe in the next life I'll be able to hear myself think
Feel like talking to somebody but I just don't know who
Well I try to get closer but I'm still a million miles from you
Yes the last thing you said before you hit the street
Gonna find me a janitor to sweep me off my feet
I said that's alright mamma you, you do what you gotta do
Well I try to get closer I'm still a million miles from you
Rock me pretty baby rock me all at once
Rock me for a little while
Rock me for a couple of months And I'll rock you too
I try to get closer but I'm still a million miles from you
Well there's voices in the night trying to be heard
I'm sitting here listening to every mind-pollutin' word
I know plenty of people put me up for a day or two
Yes I try to get closer but I'm still a million miles from you
The air is gettin' hotter, there's a rumblin' in the skies
F
G
F
C
I've been wadin' through the high muddy water, with the heat risin' in my eyes
Am/f#
F
Everyday your memory goes dimmer
Dm
C
It doesn't haunt me like it did before
F
G
I've been walkin' through the middle of nowhere
F
C
Tryin' to get to heaven before they close the door
When I was in Missouri, they would not let me be
I had to leave there in a hurry, I only saw what they let me see
You broke a heart that loved you
Now you can seal up the book and not write anymore
I've been walkin' that lonesome valley
Tryin' to get to heaven before they close the door
People on the platforms, waitin' for the trains
I can hear their hearts a-beatin', like pendulum swingin' on chains
When you think that you've lost everything
You find out you can always lose a little more
I'm just going down the road feelin' bad
Tryin' to get to heaven before they close the door
Instrumental verse
I'm goin' down the river, down to New Orleans
They tell me everything is gonna be all right, but I don't know what all right even means
I was ridin' in a buggy with Miss Mary Jane
Miss Mary Jane got a house in Baltimore
I've been all around the world boys
I'm tryin' to get to heaven before they close the door
Gotta sleep down in the parlor, and relive my dreams
I close my eyes and I wonder, if everything is as hollow as it seems
Some trains don't pull no gamblers
No midnight ramblers like they did before
I've been to Sugartown, I shook the sugar down
Now I'm tryin' to get to heaven before they close the door
Instrumental verse
I tried to give you everything
That your little heart was longing for
Sometimes you got to wonder
Just what the human mind is for
Well my nerves are exploding and my body is tense
I feel like the whole world got me pinned up against the fence
A
I been hit too hard, seen too much
E
Nothing can heal me now but your touch
B
I just don't know what I'm gonna do
A
E
I was all right 'til I fell in love with you
Well my house is on fire, burnin' to the sky
Well I thought it would rain, but the clouds passed by
I feel like I'm comin' to the end of my way
But I know God is my shield and he won't lead me astray
Still I don't know what I'm gonna do
I was all right 'til I fell in love with you
Boys in the street, beginnin' to play
Girls like birds, flyin' away
When I'm gone you will remember my name
I'm gonna win my way to wealth and fame
Yet I just don't know what I'm gonna do
I was all right 'til I fell in love with you
Well junk's pilin' up, takin' up space
My eyes feel like they're fallin' off my face
Sweat fallin' down, I'm starin' at the floor
I'm thinkin' about that girl who won't be back no more
I just don't know what to do
I was all right 'til I fell in love with you
Well I'm tired of talkin', I'm tired of tryin' to explain
My attempts to please you, they were all in vain
Tomorrow night, Before the sun goes down
If I'm still among the livin' I'll be Dixie bound
Still I just don't know what I'm gonna do
I was all right 'til I fell in love with you
Version 1
Well, my head's out of order, they took it at any cost
You got any messages, put 'em on the wall
I've been hit too hard, I've seen too much
Nothin' around here that I want to touch
Well, loneliness got a mind of its own
The more people around, the more you feel alone
Without a guide, without a chart
Grief can cut you right to the heart
Sometimes the words don't do no good
Gotta talk a different language to be understood
When you drop by and you feel alive
It's a miracle if you can just survive
Version 2
Well, the junk is pilin' up, taking up space
Claustrophobia's breathin' into my face
Version 3
Well, I'm thinkin' about the things that I can't resist
My hopeless heart has been runnin' on a kiss
Sorrow and pity rule the earth and the skies
I'm not lookin' for nothin' in anyone's eyes
Well, the sweat's pourin' down, I'm staring at the floor
I'm thinkin' about that girl who won't be back no more
I'm carryin' the roses that were given to me
I'm thinkin' about paradise, I'm wondering what it might be
It's not dark yet, but it's getting there
Well my sense of humanity has gone down the drain
Behind every beautiful thing, there's been some kind of pain
She wrote me a letter and she wrote it so kind
She put down in writin' what was in her mind
I just don't see why I should even care
It's not dark yet, but it's getting there
Well I been to London and I been to gay Paris
I followed the river and I got to the sea
I've been down on the bottom of a whirlpool of lies
I ain't lookin' for nothin' in anyone's eyes
Sometimes my burden is more than I can bear
It's not dark yet, but it's getting there
I was born here and I'll die here, against my will
I know it looks like I'm movin' but I'm standin' still
Every nerve in my body is so vacant and numb
I can't even remember what it was I came here to get away from
Don't even hear the murmur of a prayer
It's not dark yet, but it's getting there
Well, shadows are falling and I've been here all day
Well, it's too hot to sleep, time is running away
Feel like my soul has turned into steel
I've still got the scars that the sun didn't heel
There's not even room enough to be anywhere
Lord, it's not dark yet, but it's getting there
Well, my sense of humanity has gone down the drain
Behind everything beautiful thing there's been some kind of pain
Just being in the same country as her is making me blue
I got nothing left over from the love that we knew
A love that I know that I never can share
Lord, it's not dark yet, but it's getting there
Instrumental verse
Feel like my eyes are two pieces of broken glass
Well, I'm standing in the shadows waiting for the parade to pass
Feel like the hand of fate has jammed its finger in my eye
I'm in the land of the lost where dreams come to die
Sometimes my burdens seem more than I can bear
Lord, it's not dark yet, but it's getting there
Well, I can close my eyes and I see her from such a long ways off
Her lips were so tender, her skin was so soft
I've gone too far down life's beaten track
And I'm praying the master will guide me back
The violets are fading and the trees are bare
Lord, it's not dark yet, but it's getting there
I'm beginning to hear voices and there's no one around
Now I'm all used up and the fields have turned brown
I went to church on Sunday and she passed by
Well, my love for her is taking such a long time to die
Bbdim
A7
Em7
Lord I'm waist-deep, waist-deep in the mist
Bbdim
A7
Em7
It's almost like, almost like I don't even exist
A7
G
Em7
I'm twenty miles out of town, in cold irons bound
The walls of pride, they're high and wide
Can't see over to the other side
It's such a sad thing to see beauty decay
It's sadder still to feel your heart torn away
One look at you and I'm out of control
Like the universe has swallowed me whole
I'm twenty miles out of town in cold irons bound
There's too many people, too many to recall
I thought some of 'em were friends of mine, I was wrong about 'em all
Well, the road is rocky and the hillside's mud
Up over my head nothing but clouds of blood
I found my world, I found my world in you
But your love just hasn't proved true
I'm twenty miles out of town, cold irons bound
Twenty miles out of town, in cold irons bound
Well the winds in Chicago have torn me to shreds
Reality has always had too many heads
Some things last longer than you think they will
There are some kind of things you can never kill
It's you and you only I'm thinking about
But you can't see in, and it's hard looking out
I'm twenty miles out of town, in cold irons bound
Well the fat's in the fire, and the water's in the tank
Well the whiskey's in the jar, and the money's in the bank
I tried to love and protect you because I cared
I'm gonna remember forever the joy we've shared
I'm looking at you and I'm on my bended knee
You have no idea what you do to me
I'm twenty miles out of town, in cold irons bound
Twenty miles out of town, in cold irons bound
Well, there's so many stones in the pathway hurled
It's so easy to be corrupted in my corner of the world
Well, the road is rocky and the hillside's mud
Right overhead, nothing but clouds of blood
Now the fat's in the fire, and the water's in the tank
And the whiskey's in the jar, and the money's in the bank
I got the terror of eternity in my mind
Lord, I need to feel some rain, the gentle kind
I'm beginning to hear voices and there's no one around
Now I'm all used up and the fields have turned brown
I went to church on Sunday and she passed by
And my love for her is taking such a long time to die
To make you feel my love
When evening shatters and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
F
C
I know you haven't made your mind up yet
C+
F
C
But I would never do you wrong
F
C
I've known it from the moment that we met
Dm
Dm7
G
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
Oh there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing like me yet
I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love
Well it's way past midnight and there's people all around
A
Some on their way up, some on their way down
Em
A
The air burns and I'm tryin' to think straight
C
B7
Em
And I don't know how much longer I can wait
I'm your man, I've tried to recover the sweet love that we knew
You understand that my heart can't go on beating without you
Well your loveliness has wounded me, I'm reeling from the blow
I wish I knew what it was that keeps me loving you so
I'm breathin' hard, standin' at the gate
And I don't know how much longer I can wait
Skies are gray, I'm looking for anything that will bring a happy glow
Night or day, it doesn't matter where I go anymore, I just go
If I ever saw you comin' I don't know what I might do
I'd like to think I could control myself, but it isn't true
That's how it is when things disintegrate
And I don't know how much longer I can wait
A
Em
I'm doomed to love you, I been rollin' through stormy weather
A
Bsus4
I'm thinkin' of you and all the places we could roam together
It's mighty funny, the end of time has just begun
Oh honey, after all these years you're still the one
Well I'm strollin' through the lonely graveyard of my mind
I left my life with you somewhere back there along the line
I thought somehow that I would be spared this fate
I don't know how much longer I can wait
Bbm
Eb7
Bbm
I can't wait, wait for you to change your mind
Bbm
Eb7
Bbm
I can't wait, waiting just making me go blind
Bbm
Did you ever lay awake at night, your face turned to the wall
Eb7
Drowning in your thoughtlessness and cut off from it all?
Bbm
Eb7
I don't know, maybe for you it's not that late
F#7
F
Bbm
But as for me, don't know how much longer I can wait
It's got to end, everything about it just feels wrong
I pretend being close to her is where I don't belong
Well my back is to the sun because the light is too intense
I can see what everybody in the world is up against
I'll stay here where I can feel the hand of fate
And I don't know how much longer I can wait
Skies are grey, life is short and I think of her a lot
I can't say if I want the pain to end or not
Well the blindness overtaking me is beating like a drum
I don't know where it starts or where it's coming from
It's how it is when I try to concentrate
And I don't know how much longer I can wait
Eb7
Bbm
I've been drinking, drinking forbidden juices
F#7
F
I've been living, living on lame excuses
My hands are cold, the end of time has just begin
I'm getting old, anything can happen now to anyone
I walk across the floor till I wear out my shoes
Think you've lost it all? There's always more to lose
I'm so clear, she can keep my head on straight
And I don't know how much longer I can wait
Ebm
Ab
Ebm
I can't wait, wait for you to change your mind
Ebm
Ab
Ebm
I can't wait, for you to walk the line
Ebm
Do you ever feel just like your brain's been bolted to the wall?
Ab
That you're drowning in your thoughtlessness and cut off from it all?
Ebm
Ab
I don't know, maybe for you it's not that late
B
Bb
Ebm
But as for me, don't know how much longer I can wait
It's got to end, everything about it just feels wrong
I'll pretend being close to her is where I don't belong
Well my back is to the sun because the light is too intense
I can see what everybody in the world is up against
It's how it is when things disintegrate
And I don't know how much longer I can wait
Skies are grey, life is short and I think of her a lot
Every day I can't say if I want the pain to end or not
Well I tried my best to stand on my own two feet
Not have to lean on everybody that I meet
I'm breathing hard, I'm trying to concentrate
And I don't know how much longer I can wait
Ab
Ebm
I'm torn into tatters, I've been rolling through the stormy weather
Ab
Bb
My heart's been shattered, but I'm holding all the parts of it together
My hands are cold, the end of time has just begin
I'm getting old, anything can happen now to anyone
Loneliness around me, digging in me like a rake
What a piece of work she is to cause my heart to break
I thought somehow that I'd be spared this fate
And I don't know how much longer I can wait
Highlands
E7
Well my heart's in the Highlands, gentle and fair
Honeysuckle blooming in the wildwood air
A
E7
Bluebells blazing where the Aberdeen waters flow
B7
Well my heart's in the Highlands
A
E7
I'm gonna go there when I feel good enough to go
Windows were shaking all night in my dreams
Everything was exactly the way that it seems
Woke up this mornin' and I looked at the same old page
Same old rat race, life in the same old cage
I don't want nothin' from anyone, ain't that much to take
Wouldn't know the difference between a real blonde and a fake
Feel like a prisoner in a world of mystery
I wish someone would come and push back the clock for me
Well my heart's in the Highlands wherever I roam
That's where I'll be when I get called home
The wind it whispers to the buck-eyed trees in rhyme
Well my heart's in the Highlands
I can only get there one step at a time
I'm listening to Neil Young, I gotta turn up the sound
Someone's always yellin', "Turn it down"
Feel like I'm driftin', driftin' from scene to scene
I'm wonderin' what in the devil could it all possibly mean?
Insanity is smashin' up against my soul
You could say I was on anything but a roll
If I had a conscience, well I just might blow my top
What would I do with it anyway, maybe take it to the pawn shop?
My heart's in the Highlands at the break of dawn
By the beautiful lake of the Black Swan
Big white clouds like chariots that swing down low
Well my heart's in the Highlands, only place left to go
I'm in Boston town in some restaurant
I got no idea what I want
Or maybe I do but I'm just really not sure
Waitress comes over, nobody in the place but me and her
Well it must be a holiday, there's nobody around
She studies me closely as I sit down
She got a pretty face and long white shiny legs
I said, "Tell me what I want"
She say, "You probably want hard-boiled eggs"
I said, "That's right, bring me some"
She says, "We ain't got any, you picked the wrong time to come"
Then she says, "I know you're an artist, draw a picture of me"
I said, "I would if I could, but I don't do sketches from memory"
Well she says "I'm right here in front of you, or haven't you looked?"
I say, "All right I know but I don't have my drawin' book"
She gives me a napkin, she say, "You can do it on that"
I say, "Yes I could but I don't know where my pencil is at"
She pulls one out from behind her ear
She says, "Alright now go ahead, draw me, I'm stayin' right here"
I make a few lines and I show it for her to see
Well she takes the napkin and throws it back and says
"That don't look a thing like me"
I said, "Oh, kind miss, it most certainly does"
She say, "You must be joking," I said, "I wish I was"
And she says, "You don't read women authors do ya?"
At least that's what I think I hear her say
Well I say "How would you know, and what would it matter anyway"
Well she says, "Ya just don't seem like ya do", I said, "You're way wrong"
She says, "Which ones have you read then?", I say, "Read Erica Jong"
She goes away for a minute, and I slide out, out of my chair
I step outside back to the busy street, but nobody's goin' anywhere
Well my heart's in the Highlands with the horses and hounds
Way up in the border country far from the towns
With the twang of the arrow and the snap of the bow
My heart's in the Highlands, can't see any other way to go
Every day is the same thing, out the door
Feel further away than ever before
Some things in life it just gets too late to learn
Well I'm lost somewhere, I must have made a few bad turns
I see people in the park, forgettin' their troubles and woes
They're drinkin' and dancin', wearin' bright colored clothes
All the young men with the young women lookin' so good
Well I'd trade places with any of 'em, in a minute if I could
I'm crossin' the street to get away from a mangy dog
Talkin' to myself in a monologue
I think what I need might be a full length leather coat
Somebody just asked me if I'm registered to vote
The sun is beginnin' to shine on me
But it's not like the sun that used to be
The party's over and there's less and less to say
I got new eyes, everything looks far away
Well my heart's in the Highlands at the break of day
Over the hills and far away
There's a way to get there, and I'll figure it out somehow
Well I'm already there in my mind and that's good enough for now