F (003210) (actually Fmaj7) -- hammer on the B string
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I have a friend, he's mostly made of paint
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He wakes up, drives to work and straight back home again
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He once cut one of my nightmares out of paper
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I thought it was beautiful, I put it on a record cover
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And I tried to tell him that he had a sense
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Of color and composition so magnificent
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And he said thank you, please, but your flattery
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It is truly not becoming me
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Your eyes are poor, you're blind, you see
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No beauty ever could have come from me
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I'm a waste
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Of breath, of space, of time
I knew a woman, she was dignified and true
Her love for her man was one of her many virtues
Until one day she found out that he had lied
And decided the rest of her life from that point on would be a lie
She was grateful for everything that had happened
And she was anxious for all that would come next
But then she wept, what did you expect?
In that big old house with the car she kept
And, "Such is life," she often said
With one day leading to the next
You get a little closer to your death
Which was fine with her, she never got upset
And with all the days she may have left
She would never clean another mess
Or fold his shirts or look her best
She was free
To waste away alone
Last night, my brother he got drunk and drove
And this cop he pulled him off to the side of the road
And he said, "Officer, officer, you've got the wrong man
No, no, I'm a student of medicine, a son of a banker, you don't understand"
The cop said, "No one got hurt, you should be thankful
And your carelessness, it is something awful
And no, I can't just let you go
And though your father's name is known
Your decisions now are yours alone
You're nothing but a stepping stone
On a path
To debt, to loss, to shame"
The last few months I've been living with this couple
Yeah, you know the kind who buy everything in doubles
Yeah, they fit together like a puzzle
I love their love, and I am thankful
That someone actually receives the prize that was promised
By all those fairy tales that drugged us
And still do me, I'm sick, lonely
No laurel tree, just green envy
Will my number come up eventually?
Like love's some kind of lottery
Where you scratch and see what's underneath
It's sorry, just one cherry
I'll play again, get lucky
So now I hang out down by the train's depot
No, I don't ride, I just sit and watch the people there
They remind me of wind-up cars in motion
The way they spin and turn and jockey for positions
And I want to scream out that it all is nonsense
And their life's one-track and can't they see it's pointless?
But just then my knees give under me
My head feels weak and suddenly
It's clear to see it's not them but me
Who's lost my self-identity
And I hide behind these books I read
While scribbling my poetry
Like art could save a wretch like me
With some ideal ideology
That no one could hope to achieve
And I'm never real, it's just a sketch of me
And everything I've made is trite and cheap
And a waste
Of paint, of tape, of time
So I park my car down by the cathedral
Where the floodlights point up at the steeples
Choir practice is filling up with people
I hear the sound escaping as an echo
Sloping off the ceiling at an angle
When the voices blend they sound like angels
I hope there's some room still in the middle
But when I lift my voice up now to reach them
The range is too high way up in heaven
So I hold my tongue, forget the song
Tie my shoes, start walking off
And try to just keep moving on
With my broken heart and my absent God
And I have no faith but it's all I want
To be loved, and believe
In my soul, in my soul
I love you now, I know that doesn't matter
Kissing, full of beer, tequila, weed, and candy
Walking down the boardwalk, act like we were married
You always made it easy, then I'd want you more
You always kept it easy, then I'd want you more
Too smart for your own good, too sweet, too logical
Statistics round your head, tried to teach me about baseball
My favorite was the part when they make it home
I like it when they steal, and when they make it home
You left us with a sorrow too unreal to help
Heard the birds sound broadcast speakers at the Phoenix hotel
All your friends are standing, crying on the sidewalk
All your boyfriends, they were standing crying on the sidewalk
Breezy, I feel dizzy, can you help me up?
It's crowded at the back door, how we getting to the bus?
I'd like to help you find it if there's something better
Yeah, I'll try and help you find it if there's something better
Move your slender fingers, help me play this song
Spend another night inside this practice mansion
I love you now, I know that's all that matters
I love you now, and I know that's all that matters
Every new day is a gift, it's a song of redemption
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Any expression of love is the way to return
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To that place that I think of so often, but now never mention
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The one the voice in the back of my head says that I don't deserve
Come fire, come water, come karma, we're all in transition
The wheel I'm becoming erases the physical mind
Until all that remains is a staircase of misinformation
And the code we inherit, the basis, the essence of life
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So I go, umbrella under my arm
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Into the green of the radar
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How'd it get so dark in the day?
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It's just so bizarre
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Is it true what we're made of?
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Why do I hide from the rain?
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Inside's so cloudy, nostalgia, but there are no features
Look at ourselves through a porthole, the passage of time
See that sunny day that we snuck out, hid under the bleachers
Kissed as the band marched, everything fell into line
So I go, umbrella under my arm
Into the green of the radar
How'd I get so lost? I'm amazed
It's just so bizarre
All the things I'm afraid of
Why do I hide from the rain?
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Sure I have my doubts
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But I know it now
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D/f#
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We are Jejune stars
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So it starts again
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At our childhood's end
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I'll die young at heart
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So I go, umbrella under my arm
Into the green of the radar
How'd it get so dark in the day?
It's just so bizarre
Is it true what we're made of?
Why do I hide from the rain?
Shell Games
D7sus2/f# 2x0210
Am/g# x02110
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Took the fireworks and the vanity
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The circuit board and the city streets
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Shooting stars, swaying palm tree
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Laid it at the arbiter's feet
If I could change my mind, change the paradigm
Prepare myself for another life
Forgive myself for the many times
I was cruel to something helpless and weak
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But here it come, that heavy love
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I'm never gonna move it alone
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Here it come, that heavy love
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Tag it on a tenement wall
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Here it come, that heavy love
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Someone gotta share in the load
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Oh here it come, that heavy love
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I'm never gonna move it alone
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I was dressed in white, touched by something pure
Death-obsessed like a teenager
Sold my tortured youth, pissed in vinegar
I'm still angry with no reason to be
At the architect who imagined this
For the everyman blessed Sisyphus
Slipping steadily into madness
Now that's the only place to be free
But here it come, that heavy love
You're never gonna move it alone
Here it come, that heavy love
Tattooed on a criminal's arm
Here it come, that heavy love
Someone gotta share in the load
Oh here it come, that heavy love
You're never gonna move it alone
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No I don't want to play
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It's a shell game
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It's a shell game
Distorted sounds on oscilloscopes
Distorted facts I could never cope
My private life is an inside joke
No one will explain it to me
Will it be everything that we ever need
Everyone on the count of three
Everyone on the count of three
All together now
But here it come, that heavy love
We're never gonna move it alone
Here it come, that heavy love
Playing as the cylinder rolls
Here it come that heavy love
I only wanna share in the load
Oh here it come, that heavy love
I'm never gonna move it alone